You know that feeling where you want to cry and you want to beat a wall in with your fists and you want to fix everything and stop doing the stupid shit you do and make other people love you the way you love them but they still dont do anything to help you feel better so you end up feeling like you want to kill yourself every day
yeah thats me right now
I just scrolled down on my dash and literally all I see is this quote. Someone may or may not be trying to tell me something here.
“That’s what real love amounts to - letting a person be what he really is. Most people love you for who you pretend to be. To keep their love, you keep pretending - performing. You get to love your pretence. It’s true, we’re locked in an image, an act - and the sad thing is, people get so used to their image, they grow attached to their masks. They love their chains. They forget all about who they really are. And if you try to remind them, they hate you for it, they feel like you’re trying to steal their most precious possession.”
stiles and i both feel it. every day. just like you said we would. and it makes me think about that quote jennifer used to start her first class. ‘cause when i feel it, it’s like i’m looking into the heart of an immense darkness.
so what do you do instead?
i look for my friends.